Is there total inner surrendering?

Is there total inner surrendering?

Not surrendering to someone, human, God,

Not surrendering to yourself, to ideas, beliefs,

But,

Absolute surrendering to reality, to what is.

The immensity of total acceptance, of that which is revealed, as your life,

Can it be?

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Or is it, that no matter what, there will always be a barrier,

Of judgment, acceptance, denial,

Of that which comes to be, and yourself?

Isn’t it, that you are that which comes to be as your life,

And there is nothing, as your life, which is not yourself?

The good, the bad, the desired, the undesired,

And can you totally surrender to it, without a reason, without a choice, without decision, without will?